LLLifEEE Suxxxxx !!

2004-06-24T20:43:00.000+08:00

I miss you like nobody else.

oooooh! im back from bali le! whooohooo. its super fun!! went there with my family and my cousin's family. flew there by the plane on monday morning. stayed in hard rock hotel. went to swim everyday! im finally tanner. muahahas. the pool is special. its a beach pool. it has sand underneath. haha. cooollll. had to take care of my moronic lil cousin. boooo. so mafan. almost all our meals were beside the beach. it was beautiful. could hear the waves crashing while your eating. we would play in the water and watch the sunset before dinner. oh wow. thats the best part. its so fun. and yet amazing. its just so beautiful. my cousin and i pick seashells there too. he has nobody to give then to. too bad he broke up with his gf. tsks. so sad. yup. but neway. isnt my prob. hes a moron. hahah. the meals were nice and delicious. but were like damn filling. my bro and my cousin's stomach were like bottomless pits. they could eat so much of anything. big tsks. the milkshakes there are nice. :). and so are the beaches! on the 2nd day....i went to jetski! and sat on the banana boat. oooh. both were damn fun. hahaha. screamed my head off eh. enjoyed it loads. got real wet. haha. :))).

I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

2004-06-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

if love is a dream... i must have overslept.

ah! the weather is sooooo freaking warm! rotted the whole of today away...so bored. bad day. :(. watched [[the sweetest thing]]. nice show. got forced to go to daily mass and saw some ppl i din wanna see lah huh. talked to fabian for awhile then we left. he's nice. :) haha. stupid mum. boo her. got muscle aches. :(

ystd was okayyyy. trng was as usual. haha. went out with fer. all the trips i made were totally meaningless! went to eat at macs with my bro. then went to the library with fer. i couldnt borrow any books! uh. so stupid! then went to queensway. hahah. walked round and round and round and round okayyy looking for her hockey ball. in the end she din even buy it! cos it was too ex le. and there was only 1 pathetic shop selling it! boooo. looked at the shoes. haha. wasted trip. :(. but we had fun crapping the whole time. we cabbed down to my house aft that. :)

the girl in the mirror doesnt look like me at all. she's crying so much all because of YOU.

2004-06-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

Love me but you've got nothing to say. Say something anyway.

this week was rather okayyyy. my friend stayed over at my place on sunday to tuesday. watched harry potter again. watched vcds at home too. had fun? yeah. haha. whatever. then i went over to stay at her house till thursday. had fun! again? haha. funnyyy. except her com was down. so i couldnt go online. booooo. but there was a lil kid there. shes kinda cute. yups. she was bullied. tsks.(but not by me ok!). hehs. her brother brought us to prawn fish?! its fun okay! coooolll. haha. ponned trng all the way. but i did go on ystd. trng was okay lah. i partnered layteng. haha. shes nice. :). jeanette too. :). got blisters. and 1 burst! *ouch* hehe. physical trng SUCKED biggg time. almost died. but i still ran everything. haha. wonderful. :)))). felt really sick okayyy. uh! qixuan noes that. thanks for caring neway. yeah. big hug to you!:))). but then again your my mummy. :p.

Love me but don't be sorry.

2004-06-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

I loved you. Must have been a fool. All my dreams were with you.

ponned trng today. hehe. toooo lazyyyyy le. i hate it. went to sijings house. so biggggg okayyy. haha. went with grace and morgan. crapped like nobody else's business. watched sick movies. eee! :)))). wahahaha. bleah.

FINALLY watched troy at tbp ystd! whoohoo!! hehe. watched it with grace, sijing, qixuan and her big family. hahah. nice show yah? hmmmms. hot stuffs. kinda gross too? yeah. haha. the tablet pc is sooooo freaking cool and fun? i want it. yes i do. muahahaha.

then watched the sneak previews of harry potter on wed with my family. haha. nice show too. :))). then we FINALLY bought my white skirt! yayyyys. my mum even bought me a spaghetti strap blouse? whooooo. hahahaha. funkayyyy.

rotted away at home on mon and tues. tsks. soooooo freaking boring okayyyy. i swear im gonna get fat le. :(. BOOOOOO! watched shrek2 with fer on sunday. hahaha. damn cute! kinda funnyyyy too. tottallly broke. tsks. :(. havent done any work yet. lots to do! i wanna just go back to sch. haha. missher and YOU. :)))).

2004-05-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

boo! haha. okayyyy. im happy! very happy....yeah. ahaha. stayed back til 5.30 ystd. played captain's ball. so funnnnnn. haha.like i sucked at playing it. eeks. i hate some ppl in curie. that indian girl and the netballer. like hello?? you 2 are not so smart ok? i know you suck at netball. so dun need to show off and tell me that. fcuk off. haha. other than that, everything was gooood. :)))). it was a fun funayyyy and interesting day lah. ponned class again. tsks. haha. but it was for a good cause. and i dont regret it at all. i will nvr forget it. :))))).

wow. today was okayyyy. not so exciting. bahaha. ponned class again! should really stop this le.... :). crapped about really sick stuffs in class. eyer. was being real lame. even sang horrible ''opera''? haha. funayyyy.laughed and laugh. haha. hate mrs lim. keep bothering me. wahaha. stayed back til 4.30 with nifong, grace and jolene to wait for [[salt]] and sarah. so exciting huh? haha. had an mini eye feast. :). shes sooooo cute. even nifong says so! hehe. :).

got back the report book today. i look retarded. eeeeee. tsks. booooo. my marks made it worse. :(. but the position was okayyyy. :)))). cant believe xinyi. she is so full of shit?? aiyo....i cant stand her. many ppl think so too. :).

2004-05-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

this is for [[sushi]].

OMG YOU FUCKING TOOT BITCH. YOU CANNOT IMAGINE HOW MUCH I HATE YOU NOW. I EVEN COMPOSED A SPECIAL SONG FOR YOU. WITH [[SALT]] SMACKING YOU AND [[SUGAR]] BASHING YOU UP BADLY. I WILL DO THAT 1 DAY. NOW I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE LIKE. EYER. *pukes* YOU THINK YOU SO GOOD AH HUH? GO AND DIE LAH. IT'LL BE GOOD FOR EVERYONE. I HATE YOU. OOH. YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS THINK THAT ***** IS SO CUTE AND PRETTY RITE? WELL. ME AND MY FRIENDS THINK THAT YOU ARE UGLY AND BALDING! TOO BAD LOSER. MAYBE A BALD HEAD WOULD SUIT YOU BETTER ANYWAY. YUCKS. I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

yeah. muahaha. done. finally i get to say this aft so freaking long. haha. today is a happy day!yays. had an eye feast today. wowwww. lucky i din pon sch. but fortunately i ponned class. hahaha. i think altogether me and qixuan attended 2 periods of class today. haha. lame. i love tuesdays! (rmb the song?) haha. yeah. saw them many many times. whoohoo! haha. whatever lah. today was funnn. composed 5 songs. haha. the tune of ''incy wincy spider''. wahaha. funnnayyyy. i love most people. :)

2004-05-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

why the hell do i always regret what i do aft its done?? ugh! ihatemyselflots.

acted like a total looooony infront of her. yupps. boooooo. -slaps self-. tsks. but i had fun todayyy. went out with isabelle and fer. haha. so lame....kept crappinnggg. laugh and laugh. haha. went to tbp. had lunch at tbp kfc. 3 of us ate the same thing. ahaha. fer laughed till she cldnt laugh nemore cos each time she laughed her stomach wld hurt. ahaha. poor her....went to citylink for awhile aft that. the stuff there are funkayyyy. :). niceeee. haha. back to tbp to watch shrek. funny and nice and cute lah. go watch it. :))). hehe. then in the bus on the way back fer found that her wallet was missing! poor thing. everyone is like losing their stuffs now. i lost my file yah? fcuk it! booooo. :(. *sighs*. slept for awhile at home and then went to grandmas hse. so bored that i fell asleep too. haha. cousins came. yeah. wasnt so boring aft that. haha. was being reallll lameeee. hehe. :)))). im sooooo screwed up. [[iloveher]]. my dog's ultra cuteeee. :).

whatever i do its just got to be for you. :)

2004-05-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla

2004-05-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

helloooooo. been too lazy to blog nowadays. haha. composed a song for sugar and [[salt]] on monday. we cried too. :(. ahaha. lame. then ponned the stupid snakes and ladder thing...went to tbp with sarah and morgan. laughed until my head nearly dropped off. did super lame things too. hahahahaha.

took class photo on wed. aiyo. i din noe how to smile and stuff. i think i look stoopid. boooooo. but i still hope i look okayyyy. [[i better]] haha. :))))))).

ponned sch on thurs. rotted like hell. tsks. haha. there wasnt any point? sarah din go too. haha.

(friday). suet wa and sijing you morons!! talked to them in the puny little mini forum where they squashed all the sec 1s!! wtf. tsks. crapped and crapped. bitched abt others too. shhhhh. wahahaha. din even listen to what whoever was saying. haha. suet wa is damn sickkkkk. ewwwww. keep talking abt me and qixuan fucking our *ahems*. until now?? haha. but i dun mind. :))))). haha. i nvr did that okayyyyy. gross. maybe i want to? bleahhhh. sijing is just a moron lahhh. haha. yeah. stupid chikobei. :).

got real fcuking shit marks for mid-yrs. booooo. but fortunately i din fail nething. haha. took softball team pics today. i WILL look soooooo stupidly retarded!! just remembering the way i smile and whatever makes me wanna pukeeee. eyeeeer. haha. then stayed in sch for 2hrs and attended the tablet pc thingy with grace and jolene. roamed arnd the sch to find sarah's hp before that. poor you. i saw [[her]]. heehee. so funny and cuteeee. did smth reallly stoopid at the busstop. ah! regret it lots. shouldnt have said those things. i was lying! jolene grace and sarah noe abt it. yupps. haha. stupid mr ho is soooo damn lame. tsks. jolene you crappy litterbug! haha. grace ah. so guai.... litter abit nvm one lahhh. ahaha. yupps. gg to sleep now! feeling happy. haha. :)))).

2004-05-15T14:50:00.000+08:00

trng sucked today mannnn. went to tanglin special sch to train. grace said that it was for for special ppl like me? wahaha. whatever lahhh. trying to say im special? hmmmms. thankew. haha. :)))). really tired. i was muddy and stinked too. haha. my batting and gloves sucked. its not seasoned enough. muahaha. bleahhhh. at the last part audrey and yuani trained us. qixuan was sooooo scared of audrey becos of sugar lah. haha. but it was okayyy lah. they're friendly. :)))). i sucked at the exercises. muahahas. qixuan cant pronounce her words properly! her teeth were too painful cos of her brace i think. she kept complaining. haha. booooo. :(. cabbed home. rotting away now....yeah. now the tagboards below the links. sarah helped me do it. thankew!! ilovemymummy. haha. the weather is sooooo damn hot. shall go sleep le. bye!

why cant i breathe when i think abt you.

2004-05-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

I know, I should tell you how I feel.I wish, everyone would disappear.Every time your near me, I'm too scared to be me and I'm too shy to say i got a crush on you.I hope you feel the way that I do.I get a rush when I'm near you.

this is meant for her. :)))).

went out with [[angsanians]]!! yahhhh. been waiting so long le....i really love and miss you all loads and loads!! i want you all!! booooo. life is nvr the same without you all. miss you all!! hehe. cabbed down from kellock to tbp. had fun at kellock. chuyin hug me!! so meannnn. im your granddottie okayyys. haha. played whacko outside 6 daisy. then walked ard and talked to mrs tan. our seniors came too. haha. the juniors are soooooo dao!! all of us waved to them. they just looked away or ignored us. so evillll. haha. but theyre sooooo cute and tiny!! hehe. got ''scolded'' by cai laoshi. cos of stupid p5s. real bitches mannnnn. haha. but we had soooo much fun cleaning up and talking in the class room!! hahahaha. so funnnnn. we were all crapping. esp fer. wahahaha. telling lame jokes that made us laugh like madddd. i really miss you all. failed dnt totally. couldnt rmb nething....din have enough time too. haha, but i dont care. :))). crapped at self-study period with sijing and suet wa. haha. siaoooo. so sickkk mannnn. hehe. trng at sch tmr. booooo. :)

rachelll has been hurt real badly. ):

2004-05-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand.
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? If your not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MER [[MUDDIE]]!!
yesyes. finally a paper that is OKAYYYY has come! muahaha. science was okayyy. din even study at all. too lazy alr lah. now im not even touching the damned dnt book. haha. im far too lazy to study and i dont give a damn abt dnt!! yeahhhh. fail it for all i care. haha. reallllyyyy happpyyyy just now. so funkayyyy. i love her and fer!! yayyyy. haha. still happy now i guess. heehee. :)))). i wanna go slp now. tatas. i miss angsanians!! cant wait to go back to kellock tmr.

2004-05-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

i have to say this : get your filthy hands and mind off her. you fcuking toot bitch. just shuttup. yeahhhh. muahahaha. thats all. :))

maths was difficult todayyy. esp paper 2. haha. forgot to bring the damned calculator. booooo. haha. damn smart lah okayyyy. my brain is now dead. yupps. :). cabbed to tbp with sarah again! ohno. realllyy getting broke le...hahaha. but we took the bus back home. haha. din meet neone there today....so sad...muahaha. ate at macs. then went to popular to try out the [[pennies]]. sounds like what?? wahahaha. kept writing [[rachel loves *****]] and [[sarah loves ********]] lame...haha. then walked and walked. crapped a whole lot too. haha. yeahhhh. thats all. gg to study for science tmr lahhh. ahaha. byee! :).

2004-05-11T14:35:00.000+08:00

boo! history totally sucked todayyyy. sure fail one... :((((. my hand broke again. wth. the skin came out...now its bleeding a little. boooooo. almost died studying. luckily its maths tmr. haha. cecilia just called me a silly thing! sounds so cute neway. :) haha. was really happy last nite....but not now. :(. yeahhhh. went for a girl hunt today.... to look for [[sushi]]. that fcuking bitch. curse her to hell. BOOOO!! one stupid girl from 3s3 kept looking and looking. hope her eyes dropppp outtt. saw honey too. hahaha. came back early.... had lunch at home. muahahaha. so here i am. its so freaking hot this days. tsks. yuppps. mums not gonna be home for a week!! yayyyys. she went for some stupid retreat thingy. but i still got my maid. :))))). i wont be alone!! haha. lame....my dog looks so lonely now. hehe. shall go play with him nowwww. yeahhhhh. haha. byeeeee! :).and qixuan is fcuking vain!! shes admiring her pimply face and putting lip gloss!! wth...and we're quarelling abt who should put down first. so lame... im not bf or smth LAH. wahahaha.

I guess I need you, and everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face you're haunting me.

2004-05-10T17:51:00.000+08:00

no sleep last night
been dreamin' of you
please hold me tight
i just can't help the way that i feel
thief in the night
you took my heart
'cause i can't help the way that i feel

lit exams today. booooooo. sucked big time mannnn. wrote til my hands almost broke. :(. it was all red. haha. stayed back in sch for awhile. saw her of cos. sarah saw no. 1. she couldnt tear her eyes away from her. even when brenda alr called 3 times?? haha. ok...now she thinks that no.1. is avoiding her...i think i saw her looking at us. hehe. then we finally went out of sch and met brenda. so lame ok....we just went to mobil to buy stuff then brenda cabbed back home aft talking to us for awhile. haha. lame... she sneaked out of the house i think...tsk.hehe. then cabbed down to tbp aft that. but something ''special'' happened before that. so embarrassing. :p. sarah i hate you!! so mean....hehe. met sooooo many ppl at tbp. first we met isabelle jiazhi celeste and nat. hahaha. so qiao. isabelle you are a moron. dunno why also. wahaha. then we met shuping and judy. then we ate at macs. yummms. haha. then we saw wan ting. shes a nerd!! yupps. then we met krystall and jiabao!! yayyyyys. my uncle. she hugged me first ehhh. yayyyys. i love her!! eh. we forgot to ask for your new hp no. eh. hehe. give us yah? okies. then we walked and walked. finally took bus home!! yeahhhh. then saw carmelle and her boyfriend. eeks. sucky mannnn. grosss. haha. :)))).sarah showed me all of her no. 3s msgs. wowwwwws.haha. gtg muggie. byeeeee.

2004-05-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

Take my hand
Take my whole life, too
For I cant help falling in love with you

2004-05-08T13:52:00.000+08:00

heyyyss. been rotting away at home....just sleep and sleep....booooo. just cant bring myself to study properly or smth... so screwed. im gonna fail real badly i think. :(. but! haha. ive been reallllyyyyyy happy this week.... cos of her of cos. muahahaha. but i didnt really see her on friday. yuppps. cabbed home from sch this whole week!! aiyo. the wonder im broke le.... tsk. should really stop it and take the bus. haha. cos we keep staying back til 2 something. its been exciting rite? wahahaha. im crapping le....bleah. now im addicted to the radio. nice songs lahhhh. haha. :))). i've been realllyyy lame this week. maybe moodswinging? i dunno. bahaha. changed the blogskin last nite. i think i ruined all of it le....boooooo. i just suck. haha. whateverrrrr.... gtg now. tuition teacher is here....byee. :))))

2004-05-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

From the moment you looked at me
And ever since you called my name
You've been everything that I've seen
And now I'm caught up in this game.
My mind is spinning round and round
There's something special I have found.
Everytime I close my eyes
All I can think of is you and me.
can't you see that everything you do
Makes me wanna go crazy.
Everything you say
Makes me wanna fall head over heels with you.
They were trying to build a fence
By saying that this won't last.
They tell me I don't have a chance.
But everytime I close my eyes.
All I can think of is you and me.

2004-05-04T17:25:00.000+08:00

i'll hold you tonight just like I would if you were mine. To hold forever more and I`ll savor each touch that I wanted so much to feel before.
[[How beautiful it is
Just to be like this.]]

I know, I should tell you how I feel
I wish, everyone would disappear everytimei see you. I'm too scared to be me when im near you. I'm too shy to say I got a crush on you ~~and I hope you feel the way that I do~~. You know I'm the one that you can talk to. I just want to hold you.

2004-05-04T16:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FER!! [[030504]]

glad you like my present. sooooo cute okayyyy. i want it lahhhh. haha. it's better than that lame lamb. haha. :). gave mothers day presents to sarah and qixuan too!! haha. my mummies mahhh. :). took chio neoprints with mer and sarah!! yayyyy. it was was a ''family outing'' on sunday. :) haha. we were being real crazy in town yah? haha. went present hunting. and went to eat at crepes and cream at heeren. haha. yummmms. :). im so happppyyyy. all i need to do now is studyyy. boooooo. :////. exams coming le. good luck everyone! :). felt real happy today. its a good day lah. hehe. crapped for the whole period of science with sijing. laugh and laugh. :))) [[#1 chikobei]]. wahaha. i destroyed her writing PAD. hahahahahaha. we kept drawing on each other. tsk. she calls me pann? wth....thats what pet <----- my cousin. calls me. haha. soooo lame.used the 3rd floor toilet today. then met shuping and judy on the way....the passed me sarah's book. it had ''SIYING'' written all over it. tsktsk. sarah doesnt like her lah. it's her initials! [[sy]]. yahhh. judy keeps calling me weiwen!! noooooo. dont lah. so meannnn. i hate it. it sucks biggggg time. :((((. hehe. saw [[her]] many times today too. heeeeee. :). yupps. phua is the extreme lamest. i cant stand him. i cant sit on him too....haha. whatever lah. i just hate mrs wong. she cant talk properly!! realised most teachers in cgs cant talk proper english. haha. stoopid lah. i really miss angsanians now. kellock toooo. miss all the times we spent together creating trouble and having funnnn. angsanian reunion at sentosa in june!! yupps. let you all noe real soon lah. hhaa. :). i wanna see you all soooooo much. 6 ANGSANA '03 RAWKSSS whoohooo. haha. i wanna play netball again....now they have netball shirts in kellock eh. so luckkkyyyy. yupps. cabbed home with sarah just now. talked to her no.3 with morgan. no.3's face was ugly. weird. hmmmms. morgan kept imitating her. sooooo funnnnyyyy. haha. grace ah!! how you march one....tsk. keep laughing. is my face so funny? haha. lame. nifong is better. hehe.

2004-05-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

I wanna be with you.If only for a night.To be the one who's in your arms,who holds you tight. I wanna be with you.There's nothing more to say.There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way. I can't fight this feeling anymore. It drives me crazy when I try to.
So call my name and
Take my hand

erm. okayyyy. wows. im still shocked. wahaha. i guess i just blew it. :(. im sorrryyyy lah. i dunno what to say. just gimme somemore time to cool down. everything will be okayyyy tmr. i promise k? hehe. im just not in the mood to talk to anybody rite now.....so that explains why i've not been answering calls and replying msgs. sorry lahhhh. if you think im daoing you. then well. you dun noe me very well rite? i guess your not the true fren i thought you would be. haha. :) i DO NOT dao ppl. i hate ppl who dao others. haha. okies. nvm....god taught me how to forgive. :)))). aiya. im being maddddd. you din do anything wrong. haha. im just crapping. just gimme time to cool down lah. tmr everything will be the same. the same old friendly and crazy rach. hahaha. sorry for screaming at you. i just lost it. was really angry lah. but now its almost over. hhee. anyway....thanks nifong, jolin, suetwa, priscilla and fer!! you helped a lot. haha. wahhhh. jolin and nifong not scared of me ah? haha. but thanks neway.... :))). i love you all!! hehe. whatever lah. i dunno what im feeling now. so mixed. :////. boooooo. i dunno how to face her now. tsk. forget it lah. i cried enough. haha. okies. bye for now....tatas. :)

2004-05-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

heyyys. im feeling soooooooooo happyyyy. lalalala. im so braveeeee. thanks to qixuan and pris helped me along the wayyyy. haha. thankew!! love you two!! hehe. okies. i was practically screaming and slapping myself. haha. the 2 were witnesses to that. haha. i helpedddd qixuan a whole lottt. but its not only me lah. haha. well.... qixuan has her sugar's email....hehe. i have bad case of fluuuuuu. booooo. slept while studying for abt 5 mins?? haha. whatever lah. i just cant help myself. i just cant study!! haiz..... so gong. she is sooooo kind. ahaha. another reason to like her. :). im going towning tmr!! with my ''parents''. mer and sarah. hhaa. finalllllyyyyy. get to go out with them as a family le....hehe. go there to take neos and buy prezzies! haha. so many peepoos b'daes yah? hahaha. gonna be realllyyy broke. :(. im still happie!! hehe.

2004-05-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

heyyyyysss. just came out from maths tuition. oh so boriingggg. :/ got a real bad case of fluuuuu. *ahhhhchoooooo!!* haha. can go ask sarah. she knows. wahaha. talking to her on the phone now....haha. those lame taggers on her blog just suck. mers one too. lame ppl. trying to get as much attention as they can. haha. wanna tag bad things then leave your name lah. if you tagg nice stuffs then its okayyyy. since u dare to tag really stoopid lame stuff....why dont u just leave your name?? yahhhh. okies. thats abt it. haha. i just did something reallllyyy big to me. i asked everyone i could. they all said yes. so i did it. im reallly feeling scared now. ahhhhhhhh!! haha. its really a big step for me. hope she accepts it. hehe. :) im going out tmr!! finalllyyyy. with my ''parents''. haha. mer and sarah. so longggg alr. yayyyyy. going for present shoppinggg. haha. funkayyyyy. whatever lahhhh. :).

2004-04-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

just came back from church. yupps. the praise and worship thingy. the songs were niceeeee. :). attended it with fer. it was okayyy lah. alex kept picking on us mannnn. tsk. haha. francis can speak tongues. oh wow. sooooo scary eh. ahaha. i see some confusion on my tagboard. hmmmmmmmmmmmmms. let me tell you one thing.....GET THIS: I DO NOT LIKE HONEY AT ALL. like hello? honey is just my kind senior. thats all. nth else. soooo please dun think i like her. i only like [[salt]] okay? okies. haha. yupps. that should go rite into 8's face. yahhhhh. even all my friends noe.... rite? qixuan....sarah.....priscilla.....grace....fer.....sarah and more. i only like [her]
getit? okies. haha. i finally cleared this. yupps. thankew qixuan!! [[mummy]] haha. really looking forward to sundayyyy. :)))). -winks-

2004-04-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do just about anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

2004-04-30T15:58:00.000+08:00

i swear im gonna kill myself when i get my results back. tsktsk. english was okayyyy. studied like shit for chinese. i even cried. booooo.couldnt really absorb alot yah? haha. chinese sucked big time. couldnt reallyyy understand the passages. boooooo. but im still happie!! :)))). saw [her] soooooooo many times these few days. and we were like soooooo close. like today. it was sooooooooo freaking close. wowwwwws. :). i couldnt breathe properly and my legs were weak. hehe. so funnnn. :). she even walked past my class on wednesday. muahaha. but i wasnt in class....was in the toilet when suet wa said:" rachel! isnt that your *****?". i quickly rushed out and saw her. whoohooo. so coollll. :) then i hugged her. then i whacked her. she screamed sooooooo loudly. tsk. guniang lah. [[the sec 1 softballers are the guniangs of the softball team!!]] yayyyy. haha. she whacked me back neways. haha. thankew suet wa!! hehe. sarah and qixuan are very lucky too. with their crushes lah. [sarah- her numbers] [qixuan- her S.V.P]. yupps. [[me? my salt ]]. muahaha. imelda [[iguana]] haha. she passed me the letters frm stc!! wowwwws. hehe. then qixuan was like:" how come she nvr find me?? why she find you?" haha. because im more friendly lahhhhh. and i dun like her fren. heeeeheeee. okok. nvm. im crapping. like you even cried cos you didnt give her the letter? tsktsk. sorry lah. she was gone by the time you went up alr. and dnt was starting. hehe. at least she has it now lahhhh. haha. so dumb. bahaha. then cabbed home with sarah that day and today. haha. its eating up my wallet! tsk. i wanna go out...and buy that freaking white skirt i want!! bleaghhhh. grace: you are so freaking lame and crappy. ahahaha. priscilla: u stoopid weird hand nerd. haha. go and die lah. see me your stoopid hand lah. haha. my mum bought me this reallly chioooo pink blouse. oooohhh. thanks mum!! hehe. niceeeee. :) im tired....gtg sleep le.... must study too.....haiz. i just wanna die now. booooo. *ilhl. :))))

2004-04-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

i swear im gonna kill myself when i get my results back. tsktsk. english was okayyyy. studied like shit for chinese. i even cried. booooo.couldnt really absorb alot yah? haha. chinese sucked big time. couldnt reallyyy understand the passages. boooooo. but im still happie!! :)))). saw [her] soooooooo many times these few days. and we were like soooooo close. like today. it was sooooooooo freaking close. wowwwwws. :). i couldnt breathe properly and my legs were weak. hehe. so funnnn. :). she even walked past my class on wednesday. muahaha. but i wasnt in class....was in the toilet when suet wa said:" rachel! isnt that your *****?". i quickly rushed out and saw her. whoohooo. so coollll. :) then i hugged her. then i whacked her. she screamed sooooooo loudly. tsk. guniang lah. [[the sec 1 softballers are the guniangs of the softball team!!]] yayyyy. haha. she whacked me back neways. haha. thankew suet wa!! hehe. sarah and qixuan are very lucky too. with their crushes lah. [sarah- her numbers] [qixuan- her S.V.P]. yupps. [[me? my salt and honey]]. muahaha. imelda [[iguana]] haha. she passed me the letters frm stc!! wowwwws. hehe. then qixuan was like:" how come she nvr find me?? why she find you?" haha. because im more friendly lahhhhh. and i dun like her fren. heeeeheeee. okok. nvm. im crapping. like you even cried cos you didnt give her the letter? tsktsk. sorry lah. she was gone by the time you went up alr. and dnt was starting. hehe. at least she has it now lahhhh. haha. so dumb. bahaha. then cabbed home with sarah that day and today. haha. its eating up my wallet! tsk. i wanna go out...and buy that freaking white skirt i want!! bleaghhhh. grace: you are so freaking lame and crappy. ahahaha. priscilla: u stoopid weird hand nerd. haha. go and die lah. see me your stoopid hand lah. haha. im tired....gtg sleep le.... must study too.....haiz. i just wanna die now. booooo. *ilhl. :))))

2004-04-30T14:49:00.000+08:00

i swear im gonna kill myself when i get my results back. tsktsk. english was okayyyy. studied like shit for chinese. i even cried. booooo.couldnt really absorb alot yah? haha. chinese sucked big time. couldnt reallyyy understand the passages. boooooo. but im still happie!! :)))). saw [her] soooooooo many times these few days. and we were like soooooo close. like today. it was sooooooooo freaking close. wowwwwws. :). i couldnt breathe properly and my legs were weak. hehe. so funnnn. :). she even walked past my class on wednesday. muahaha. but i wasnt in class....was in the toilet when suet wa said:" rachel! isnt that your *****?". i quickly rushed out and saw her. whoohooo. so coollll. :) then i hugged her. then i whacked her. she screamed sooooooo loudly. tsk. guniang lah. haha. she whacked me back neways. haha. thankew suet wa!! hehe. sarah and qixuan are very lucky too. with their crushes lah. [sarah- her numbers] [qixuan- her S.V.P]. yupps. [[me? my salt and honey]]. muahaha. imelda [[iguana]] haha. she passed me the letters frm stc!! wowwwws. hehe. then qixuan was like:" how come she nvr find me?? why she find you?" haha. because im more friendly lahhhhh. and i dun like her fren. heeeeheeee. okok. nvm. im crapping. like you even cried cos you didnt give her (vinegar)the letter? tsktsk. sorry lah. she was gone by the time you went up alr. and dnt was starting. hehe. at least she has it now lahhhh. haha. so dumb. bahaha. whatever lahhhh. haha. cabbed home today and wednesday. its eating up my wallet. bleaghhhh. i wannna go outtttt. and grab that whiteeee skirttttt that i want. heehee.

2004-04-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

hellooooo. today was a happie dayyyy. :))). walked past her earlllyyyy in the morning. oh wow. so fun :). wore my hairbandddd. i think i look better lah. pris and xuan says so....we have new nicknames!! im rach. grace is grace. bahaha. priscilla is pris. qixuan is xuan. oh wowwww. nice rite....haha. whatever lah. we even came up with a reallyyyy sick songgg. eeeeeeee. gross man. its the barrrneyyy songggg. but we changed the lyrics. oh mannnn. it real gross ok....bleah. saw her again during chinese! she walked past. but i was in the toilet. when suet wa said: eh. isnt that *****? i looked out and saw her! so close...wahaha. then suet wa screamed sooooooo loudly just because i whacked her. tsk. guniang lahhhh. haha. dnt was okayyyy not that boringggg. qixuan cried cos of vinegar....sorry lah. she was really in g block by that time you ran up....and dnt started alr. moron lah you. heeee. imelda [[guava]] passed me the letters from stc today!! whoohoo. so cooolll. :) qixuan was like. how come she nvr pass to me? haha. yupyup. saw honey many times too. :). oh yah. we told meatball that pris likes her and fishball!! so mean...but she say can whattt. haha. then she looked at sarah's name tag? wonder why....hmmmms. we even did the meatball cheer ''infront'' of her today. wahaha. i think she saw. booooo. pris like so paiseh one....tsk. haha. exams tmr!! english. ahhhhh!! boo it. fuckit. i wanna stardie alr....bye! loveya lots. :)

2004-04-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

hello. im happie today. :) saw her so many times. :))). during silent reading too! hehe.phua didnt come today!! yayness. did my hmw which i owed him. bahaha. crapped alot too. then went to toilet. guess who i saw? her!! haha. [[salt]] she caught me looking at her too. oh no. hmmmms. she knows alr neways....hehe. stared. her frens all saw. like i give a damn. haha. sarah is soooooooooo lucky!! but i could tell she was feeling uneasy eh... i think you should avoid her for awlile...hehe.hmmm.:( really eh. yahhh. crapped and crapped in the com labbbb. sijing and suet wa slapped me!! mummy protected me!! yayyyys. qixuan is mah new mama. [[hey mama]] and my papa is?? [SUGAR]!! wheeee. bleaghhhh. stoopid sijing played a joke on me and drew a long line on me hand!! lame man. but i took revenge!! muahahaha. is my line longer? hmmms. haha. qixuan kept asking me to pay attention and stop laughing like a mother does. haha. so farnyyy. jolin kept running in and out. then ask me to block her with the chair. wahaha. lameeeee. pbl was crap. the last session i think. booooo. me and qixuan saw sarah's no.1. then shouted to her from my block to the other block to tell her that she was in the toilet....and guess what?? mrs NEO = NEMO gave us demerits!! that was sooooo freaking lame. whats her fucking problem? i didnt break any rules ok....but in the end we went to the hall to apologise. and she didnt givvit to us aft all. :) thx to qixuan lahhh. okok. adel too. :) hehe. then went to find sarah. haiyooooo. stay back for work againnnn ehhh. tsk. hehe. walked up and down sooooooo many times with morgan. ahahahaha. she was so tired. me too. :(. thankew morgan. bahaha.-wink- booooo. haha. damn crappy and lameeee. whatever lah. then exchanged name tag with ni fong. lalala. :) niceeeee name tagggg. blah...mass run tmr. booooo. fuckit.

2004-04-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

2004-04-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

heyyyss....woke up at 7 today becos of my maid? oh mannnn....i didnt even have time to change my BLACK bra.....rushed like shit.....but was still late. booooooooooooo. honey booked me! [[she said: nvm lah.i wont submit it.]] so kind rite? haha. yahhhhh. then grace and qixuan and pris told me what happened before assembly when they were in class....i was so heartbroken i wanted to cry ok.....ahhhh!! how can this happen?? oh my....fuckit. fuck the 3 ulcers in my mouth too. ahhh!! damn freaking pain....owwww. boooooooooo. crapped lots and lots in the mpr for music....saw her again! yayyys. haha.
me and qixuan even ''stripped''. nifong was soooooo interested huh....haha. got free show ah? haha. damn pervetic mannn....eeeeeeeee. hha. laughed and laughed....i almost peed!! haha. :p
[[tues]]. stoopid mr phua banned us from going out to the corridor before class le...moron....cant see her nemore...haiz. went to watch [[saturdaynightfever]]. whoo-hoo!! it was funkayyyyy. yeahhh. haha. the songs were nice :). by beegees. the dancers were cool mannn. haha. boogieee. :) yupps. ate thai food before that.....yummmsss. came home at 11 and struggled to learn my tingxie....haha. lame...it was quite easy lahhh. hehe.[[nerd]] hmmmm. can you believe that i write letters to fer? so coollll. yupps. thankew elmo and hanwei!! hehe. passed the letter to hanjin with joyce today.....thx joyce!! walked past the starfruits. haha. so cooooolll. some of them rawkkkk. :) hhee. yupps.

2004-04-17T18:51:00.000+08:00

ello....im rotting really badly....stayed at home the whole freaking dayyyy. ahhhh. haha. wah poooeeeiiii. im realllllyyyyy bored. im gonna go out tmr!! to church.....so pathetic....ohh my....haiz.....whatever lah. tried to study today....haiyoooo. tsktsk. aft reading for 5 mins?? i fell aslleepppp!! haha. im a piggggg lahh. didnt even do any work....haiz.....tsk....booo. haha. im missing her....i still love her!! yayysss. haha. im going crazeeee. im depressed. boo. :) everybody who's feeling down : CHEER UP LAHHH. haha. yupps. smile!! =)

2004-04-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

haha. im sooooo cheesyyy....yumss. haha. ponned sports dayyy today....too lazy...no mood to cheer neways....got nth to do there too....yahhh. i still can see her on some other dayyy. haha. caught up on my sleep....i slept til 11.30? so early ok...hmmms. went to tbp to meet sarah grace and qixuan....haha. ate ice cream cone at macs....crapped again....so lame...qixuan!! gimme back my 1 ''earring''. haha. i finally slapped her! yays. saw vinegar. some freaking moron din say hi? haha. me and sarah wanted to follow qixuan's vinegar and wait for fer. when vinegar left, we saw fer amy and some other stc ppl. haha. amy said i looked like an elf....hmmmm. thankew neways. hehe.then me, qixuan, grace and sarah walked around....sarah kept wanting to say hi to strangers....esp the BOYS huh....whahaha. lame....we said hi to the cleaner!! haha. crazeee. walked and crapped. then qixuan had to go....aft she left..grace was alone. qixuan u r such moronnn. haha. but she had me!! yeahhh. haha. whatever lah. i slapped her! oh myyy. hee. sorry grace....for funnn only! haha. can slap me back on mondayyy. yupps.then she left. with the stc girls. booooo. haha. rite aft they left mer came! wooowww. haha. ate lunch at kfc....talked abt stuffs? haha. then walked arnd again....haha. sarah went to hide in the clothes?? lame mannnn. haha. did reallllyyyy lame thingss. haha. they wated to buy me baby stuff?? cos im ''3 yrs old''. haha. whatever lahhh. so malu. haha. sarah went to buy ice cream AGAIN. haiyooo. u ate so many okayyy.....haha. good for you lahhh. haha. u owe me $3 lahhhh. haha. bleahhhh.

2004-04-16T16:03:00.000+08:00

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

haha....what a horrible girlyyyy name.....eyer....haha. whatever lahhh.

2004-04-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

Something about the way you look tonight,
Something about the way that I can't take my eyes off you.
Something about the way your lips invite. Maybe it's the way
that I get nervous when you're around, and I want you to be mine.
And if you need a reason why.

It's in the way that you move me,
and the way you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight.
It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.

You feel it in the way. Ohh... you feel it in the way...

Something about how you stay on my mind,
Something about the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
Ohh girl... Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes, ohh baby it's the
way that makes me feel to see you smile... And the reasons they may
change, but what I'm feeling stays the same.

It's in the way that you move me,
and the way you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight.
It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.

You feel it in the way... Ohh... You feel it in the way...

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you
you baby.. so don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside...
just thinkin bout the way....

It's in the way that you move me and the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight... It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.

When you move me and you tease me ... the way...
Feel it in the way... Something about the way you look tonight...
nothing more to say than I feel it in the way...

2004-04-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

heyys. finaly blogged againnn. haha. r&b came to our sch today. wowwwww. quite amazing.....but heck. i dun like them neway....me and qixuan decided to scream like the others did. retardeddddd. haha. but damn fun....my throat was sore....ahhhhhh!! whatever....haha. screamed like shit.....qixuan too.....did grace scream? haha. their quite cute....songs are okayyy i guess. heeee. i cant believe i actually wrote a letter to fer?? haha. lame kayyy.....i see her every sunday....haha. she jkust received it today!! she told me she didnt understand what i was trying to sayyyy. bahhhh. fer ahhh!! i'll slap you....haha. crapped and crapped at macs with her and sarah too. damn funnyyyy. hehe. was on high i guess.....was really my madddd self le....just like in 6 angsana. haha. i miss you all!! ate so oreo mcflurry! yayysss. it rawkssss. fer and sarah kept doing funny things when qixuan called me...i couldnt concentrate on what she was saying.....haha. fer even sang the national anthem!! haiyooo. whatever lah. haha. funny....hmmmm. haha. sarah and me deccided to cab home....waited so freaking long for it. haha. We kept screaming and making animal noises?? ahha. then sarah shouted at the ppl in the busss. they stared at her. went crazeee. bahhhh. haha. i reached home sooo late okayyy.... 7.15? mums gonna killll me. whahaha.who cares.... tmr's sports dayyyy. first time....wonder what its like....haha. curie just sucks bigggg time.... rite grace? we all cheered like shit mannn....sure lose one lahhh. haha. i dun giva damnnn abt cheering....lame stuffs....haha. ahhhhhh!!!

2004-04-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

Oh My Love
My darling
I hunger for your touch
Long and lonely tonight
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine?
I need our love

2004-04-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

ahhh! my bloggs screwed.....bleah. qixuan.....you moron....i cant even raise my eyebrow properly kay....ass lah. haha.but nvm. i'll forgive you!! haha. i knocked my head on the pillar!! owwwww. was tearing badly....pain kayys....haha. i look so pathetic with the ice on my head.... and she just had to walk past at that time?? oh mannnn. tsk. that was bad.....haha. i wonder why is a packet of ice so fascinating....everybody kept wanting to play with it. haha.so freaking cold.....gave me a BRAIN FREEZE!! ooh....im scared of that....haha. whatever lah. forgot that today was friday's timetable....ahem. sarah!! your so freeaakingly luckyyyy. haha. good for you....haha. lalala. thanks to qixuan....yupps. thanks for the sweeeet anyway....haha.

2004-04-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

heyyss!! im sooooooo freaking bored now.....yupps. went to church yesterday.....so funnn. esp the stations that part. hmmmmm. haha. interesting....i felt like crying.....haha. whatever lah.i was very happie!! yupps.finally....after so long....lalala. im crazee. i got a pink tatoo from my beloved cousin. haha, the freaking machine is cool man.....fer!! buy for me kayys? haha. yeahhh. i realised i've been stuffing myself with food these days.....haha. getting fat le. qixuan!! we're going on a diet rite? ahahahaha.
thursday....abit weird rite? haha. didnt feel like going to sch so i cried?? but only abit in the morning..... was mood-swinging or somthing.....really didnt feel like stepping into crescent. badddd dayyy lahhh. mass run was okayyy. didnt walk at all. haha. cool....then went back to class. then as usual qixuan had to go to the toilet.....and to look for her dearest vinegar lah. crapped in the toilet. sijing also lah.....she heard that qixuan said she wanted a gugujiao?? wahahaha. siao. qixuan whacked her like crazee. haha. then i said that maybe qixuan already has one.....then she started whacking me too. owwww.haha. sijing even said that hers was black,hairy and big??? oh ewwwww. sick man.....eeeeee. haha. walked back to class....cos qixuan wanted to look for vinegar first.....then i saw somebody. yupps. dunno why sijing and qixuan and i started the slapping thing again. haha. so funnn. yeahh. sijing is very nice to slap. ahaha. slappable girl. then went back to class....by then somebody was gone. yeahhh. hmmmm. whatever.

2004-04-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

heyys! long time no blog alr.....so sry....i was far too lazy....hehe. i cut my hair on sat....now its so damn thin man....haha. quite short too.... hmmmm. cousins said it was nicer....thx yeah. :). haha.went town with fer,isabelle,michael and joachim. haha. bought earrings and a chain and a comb? haha. lame....then aft towning we went to hbf....cos we missed 2 of our stops.it was raining anyways. aha. crazeee. ate ice-cream at macs---> joachim's treat. i think fer paid for the fries. ahaha. i ''donated'' 50 cents. boooo. hehe.home aft that....howie was alone....so sad....haha. celebrated my ahgongs bdae at 7 at the singapore river there. uh-huh....yummmm.studied for my history test before i slept for like 10 mins? haha. i think i failed lah. i dont careeee. yupps.
today science lab was full of shit tooooo. damn funny....i couldnt breathe.... si jing lah!! u freaking ass....suet wa also.....keep slapping each other....dunnn slap me nemore lah....haha. im chikobei number 3? wth....sijing has a chikobei face loh. then im the one with the chikobei mind?? haha. whatever lah. sijing u go and die better.....haha. crapped n crapped. qixuan protected me? hmmmm. wowwww. so kind huh......hehe. thankew neway.....my laogong rite? ahaha. got choong yee also....keep ''seducing'' me....haha. and sijing? ahaha. suet wa told me you wanted to be my laogong? haha. siao ahhh.... 3 laogongs alr.....haha. suet wa!! i hope u turn crooked!! so you wont tease any of us nemore. muahaha. the baby belongs to neither of you 3 lah. hurhur. whatever. keep wanting to sleep at lit.....damn boringgg. haiz.....pbl was okayyy. exchanged name tags with tan sijing. ahaha. nice name mannn. really....haha. realised that mdm yap couldnt speak proper english!! haha. kept laughing....jolin and nifong also.....haha. sorry qixuan!! i promise i'll stay back with you tmr kayys? i didnt wanna go home alone....hehe. gimme my lollipop lahhh. moron. hahaha. i got 83 for chinese test!! wowww. im amazed. hurhur. choongyee has [[yogurt]] now....haha. good luck!

2004-03-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

heyya. sch's a living nightmare now. uh-huh. but my frens there rawk. haha. crapped the whole time in the com lab for science.....mrs goh didnt see? haha. cockeye.....sijing!! you disgusting moron....haha. ME and suet wa saw qixuan and sijing slapping and whacking each other. they looked so funny. haha.then suet wa thought it was fun then slapped me!! then we kept slapping each other faces'. owwwww. ahah. then we both decided to slap sijing..... funny reactions.... sijing was like " i dare u to slap me again ah!!" then we slapped her. haha. then she told us not to slap her nemore. ahaha. then i '''slapped'' qixuan. she didnt slap me back!! im amazed. haha. laughed until me and suet wa's throat went crazeee. got stomache. i couldnt breathe. ahaha. paid attention in class today? wow. hmmmm. something's wrong.....we got our softball shirt and cap today! yayyys. haha. oh yahhhh.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QIXUAN!! on friday rite? hehe. sorry. i forgot to post it. hehe. yupps. okies. gtg bathe noe. ahaha.

2004-03-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

-yesterday- (sat) rotted at home. kept sleeping.....hehe.got pissed while doing my work....haiz...whatever. then met fer at gate c to go church.....she anyhow just ran in?? cos she loves the entrance hymn so much lah. haha.then dunno how come i saw her running towards me from the back. haha. i was like. eh? didnt she just run into the chuch? haha. 2 noisy adults sat beside us....haha. fer said that they were the future us. like whatever fer. haha.went to kopitiam aft chuch.....fer felt extra?? hmmmm. why huh. i also dunno kae. so dun ask me. haha. was her mum's birthday.eat until i almost died. yoyo. so full ok....tsktsk. but who cares?? muahaha.went to walkwalk aft that. crapped alot. went mad i think....haha. then we helped around and peeled eggs too. im pro....haha. dun believe can ask fer.....harhar.cabbed home.....the taxi driver was so enthu he kept ermmmm shaking lah. whatever. haha. fer was worried. ahem. haha. oh yah...neways. Im sorry fer!! very sorry....i'll nvr do that again....hehe. slept again rite aft i reached hm.
-today- i din go church for some pathetic reason. haha. rotted again....haiz....i finished my hmw alr.....yay. haha. waiting for cousins to come.....yupps. mer;s blog song just rawks. yeah. thx for commenting on my blog too! haha. i wanna meet all angsanians again.....really miss them....haiz.....yahh...im tired now....im gonna slleeeep now. whatever. byes.haha.

2004-03-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

suet wa!! i love you so much!! yeah.....thx for all the things you said to me.....not lame lah....it means alot to me.....hehe.thx for listening to my crap too.....priscilla, grace and qixuan also....hehe. i love you all! hehe. as good friends ok....not anything else. im perfectly straight. my dog ate my lollipop?? wth....haiz.....nvm...buy tmr. ahhhh! im so hurt......fucked up....i hate you!! dun wanna see your pretty face no more. [[fucku]] whatever.....my mums pissing me again....like i care....

2004-03-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaha!!! qixuan's being mad.....and im suffering here.....kanasai. keep slapping herself.....and then scare me by screaming all of a sudden....haha. laugh like mad....[[who ask you?? dun believe me rite?? now you suffer!!]] muahahaha. so mean.....talking abt football now?? ahaha. im still in sch....dun wanna go home....hehs. awwww!! ahhhhh!! today is sooooo ermmmm crazy? haha. sorta in a bad way.....some people came to my class to find me. they were staring at me....they asked my friend who i was.....grrrrrrr......hope she doesnt noe ehhh....haiz.....im so confused now.... boohoo. but i saw her too. hehe.this blog is not ''safe'' anymore.. haha. okok....whatever.....im leaving now....byes!

2004-03-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

wtf. im so freaking heartbroken now. i cried ok......it's still here.....refusing to leave me...it hurts real badly....but my friends make it better for me....much better....3 ppl did most of it ba.....mer, qixuan and *ahem*. i love you all!! haha. not salt....heh. besides that today was funnn. in sch.... stayed back til only 1.50 for punishment?? it was supposed to be until 2 noe.....horhor. so naughtyyy. haha. stayed for a lame 10 mins?? it was supposed to be half an hour loh. haha. listened to my discman with qixuan. kept changing song one.....haha. i think now half of the class noes im a sweet freak. and that me and ''qixuan'' are pregnant.....haha. different fathers ok.....heh. music was fun....free periods....haha. crapped alot. haha. sooooo much fun. played with the chairs....haha. stupid noe....hehe.saw salt alot of times today..... she was even standing beside me!! less than 1m.....hehe. but she doesnt noe how much it means to me.....haha. who cares? im letting go alr.....im going to be STRAIGHT!

2004-03-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

hi!! long time no blog.....too lazy alr.....hehe.im soooooooo freaking happy now....lotsa stuff....the usual....[[salt]]. total cuteness eh.brightens up my day too. haha. [[sweeetss]]. yummm. qixuan and priscilla and airika and pearlyn!! love ya all for the sweets....hehe. [[softball]]. my gloves and boots!! cool.....heh. so many things happened....keep wanting to blog....but im just too lazy!! so sorry....hehe. Me and qixuan are [[bisexuals]]. haha. she keeps announcing it to everyone ok....haha. ass....so kind nowadays huh....hehe. priscilla!! thanks for helping me do the stupid fishy thingy.....but pls stop mood-swinging or pmsing. something's wrong with you.....hmmmm. hehe. okok.... nvm....i still havent done my freaking hols hmw yet lohh.....wth....haiz....guess im far toooo lazy alr.....hehe. someone help me!! im going to change to stupid girly template....grrrrr.....whatever....i i hate somebody....dunno why....it just came....heh. who gives a damn? i'll just try to make it go away lah. heh. siao alr......we came in fourth for softball.....quite good alr eh. haha.got to noe many seniors alr....they recognised me too! im so touched.....whatever....haha. :)

2004-03-20T17:01:00.000+08:00

wtf! my mum is pissing me off ok.....she doesnt noe it.....she obviously thinks im enjoying every second of it. i tell you....just fucking leave me alone. stop being riduculous. stop trying to get me to tell you everything.stop trying to spend time with me and understand me. just leave me alone. everybody....leave me alone....im screwed up enough....

2004-03-19T11:40:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!! im pissed and boreddd.i dunno why.....but im hating boys a whole lot more.....and loving girls a whole lot more too.......hmmmmm.....i wonder.....hehe.still in a state of confusion.....haiz.....i havent touched my eng n chinese hmw yet......ohnoooo. i keep wanting to blog.....but toooo lazy alr....hehe. sorry! im missing lots of people....no boys eh. heh. i now know ***** email n pri sch! im sooooo ermmm. proud of myself?? haha.oh. forget it. im not gonna do anything anyways. :) yesterday i went to sch for nth. all my efforts were wasted. fuckit. haiz.....lame....then came home n slept. haha. i slept for tuition too.....couldnt understand what she said. heh. 1 hr only....hurhur. then went for mass.....so weird noe....dunno why....haha. kept looking....i couldnt help myself....hehehe. i saw miss soh!! she damn funny mannn....see the way she conducts. i was laughing....hehe. then halfway i received a msg frm adeline....of cos i read it sneakily rite? then my mums fren saw me.....i thought she was going to scold me loh. then u noe what she said? :[hey rachel. what model is that ah? nokia rite? does it have radio?][ ermmmm. nope] was my ans....i was shocked.....hehe. weirddd. hmmmm. enuff abt yesterday lah..... im supposed to go for softball and hannah's party....but time clash. and im too lazy again!! argh! stupid me....so im not going for both. muahahaha. feel my wrath. im not even angry?? maybe abit....haha. whatever. im crapping again....boooo! scared zesa scold me.....but i dun give a damn abt anything anymore mannnn.....[[fucku]].

2004-03-19T10:53:00.000+08:00

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise
I promise
I will be there when you call me
I promise I will

this is for everybody i noe.....yupps. i'll always be here to listen to your crap.......heehee.

2004-03-17T10:02:00.000+08:00

haha.....my little dogg so cute....its sleeping alr....haha. really bored now. muahaha. i can reply msgs again!! all thx to dear fer....haha. i mean as a fren ok....please hor....im not les....*winks*. u noe what i am.....hurhur. im in a state of total confusion now. farked up rite? rite. i cant do anything rite....theres always something bad out there waiting to confuse me again....then i'll end up making the wrong choice and hurt people n even myself....i hurt so many people alr....what's wrong with me!!i shouldnt have gone into crescent. then maybe all this would just disappear. i would have been very happy with my life.....but no....it's completely screwed up now. im sorry if i have offended you.....i really dun mean it....im not that a bitch ok.....sometimes i just explode....then words just come out.....heeeee. okok....ermmmm....shall blog later....got rash.....hehe.

2004-03-16T11:54:00.000+08:00

i just came back from sch.....just to take my books only.....so lame.... it was less that half an hour??haiz....so sian....im missing [[salt]] alot.....havent seen her for very long alr.... im not les okay....maybe its just my passing phase or im bisexual.....fuckit...i cant be bothered....it just cant work out.....im cursed or something.....im having a difficult time choosing....im confused....im not sure of myself anymore.....i dunno what im feeling.....im going crazy! ahhhh! somebody help meeeee. im gonna break down any moment....i think im going to have heart attack when im old....look at what my heart is going through now....poor me....*cries*. thx for standing beside me when i needed u all....you know who are....heehee. [[ego]].hugs n kisses to you! muahaha. siaoness....you all never fail to cheer me up when im down or grouchy....hehe. oh shuttup. im praising you all too much alr....harhar. looking at the neoprints again....they are the best i've taken so far....haha..... qixuan just called. *vinegar!!* haha. whatever. im madd alr....

2004-03-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

yayyy!! today is the best day sho far.....harhar. just came back frm the src....i stink! my legs ache like crazy....haha. but it's all worth it. WE WON!! it was sho close.....now i noe that softball rawks!! damn fun....but stressing as well....and i finally took a nice neoprint!! muahaha. now i noe how to pose alr.....wahaha. lame.... :p.[[ rach's cousin here. heh. this cousin of mine is so adorable! = X haha... o well. young cousin of mine. hope she's real happy....]] went to lido to have macs with qixuan and then watched haunted mansion with fer,qixuan and amy. quite nice lah.....made our way to heeren to take neoprints aft that. yayyy. happy!! sticked out my tongue in all the pics.....harhar. :p. i still got a whole lot of shit hmw to doooooooooo. haiz.....

2004-03-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

haha. i wanted to pon hse prac today....cos nobody attended....only 4 of us....chao pathetic can? but it only lasted to 5. then me n grace went to the PAT to watch the dumb boring movie.....my night blindness is killing me....i couldnt see anything!! -blinded- i kept tripping....haha. thx suet wa!! i love you for guiding me....haha. i was dizzy when i watched the show....dunno why....haha. then i met sarah and mer at the delta swimming pool .....chatted until like ermmm 6? abt our idols, sch n of cos irritating people lah.....damn funny n crappy [[loh]].....haha. i have something to say .... [[SALT is MINE]] nobody can love her. except for me. get this straight. i saw her first. if you like her....just fuck off. she is mine. . . wahaha. mad alr..........whats's my freaking problem.....i keep seeing her....haha. sarah had soooo many things to carry.... poor thing....so we waited for a taxi for 1 whole damned hour!! i almost rotted. haha. the stc sch song quite funny eh.....if you dunno how to learn then how to learn how to learn? (confused?) haha. mer was so luan....haha. back to the freaking taxis....make people broke only....haha. *burp* im still full....haha.

2004-03-11T12:54:00.000+08:00

heyyys. long time no bloggie....hehe. had a nice chat with my pri sch friends last night.....heehee. qixuan just pinched my face!! wahhhh.....very nice to pinch hor? kanasai. haha. hmmmm. i feel sho evil. muahahaha. i visited some people's bloggg....haiz...heartbroken man.....why like that one....angsanians are all breaking up....why? but some are really bitchy ba....thats why.... everybody changed....but nevertheless, i still loveeeee you all yah? unless.....you really become like shit now lah.....stop being unreasonable....heehee.bleagghhhieee. i sentence to a person.she knows it. [[stop copying me]]. wad a freak....plagarism ok....my trademarks loh....heehee. *no offence* haha. i love my SALT. muahaha. :)

2004-03-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

haiz.....*screams!!* i cant take it anymore......everybody except my friends from crescent are leaving me.....why? why? why? am i such a bitchhhh? nvm then....im just too screwed. im a screwed up bitch.stay away....go away. im sorry.....i can live without love.

i want you back.
but i cant pull you back anymore.
please come back to me.
you get further away from me each time i try.
i guess it's over.
goodbye.i hate u.
you cheated me of my feelings.
all of you......suckers.....

2004-03-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

oh gawd.....i got night blindness.i got rash too.damn. made a fool of myself today....*bleagh* freak it....made sho many wrong chioces n did sho many wrong things....aiiii....i hate myself....totally screwed.i look horrible when i tie up my hair....elf !! haha. im letting it down when i go out. heehee. everything abt me is screwed up....i wanna end all this....yeah. my head is spinning. i cant concentrate on anything, grrrrrr. im just a fucked up bitchhh aren't I? well.... im sorry that im me. u wont wanna be me. just leave me n my bitchy self alone. i dont wanna care abt anything anymore. what's my freaking problem?? im just so screwed up. :X.

2004-03-05T18:13:00.000+08:00

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

(chorus)
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be

(repeat chorus)

It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say

heehee. woot. this is for meeeeeeeeee. wahahahaha. lalalala. mad.....haha. :)

2004-03-04T13:19:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. it's CS now.....i saw [[salt]]with her tie on tues! she looks sho damn cute.....heehee. i love tuesdays!! then i saw her leaving with her frens.....haha. today i laughed like shit. my stomach hurts now....haiz.....lame stuff.....qixuan cant eat charsiew rice anymore. haha. things were screwed on tuesday too.....i was [[traumatised]] again....b00-hoo. lucky i was forgiven. heehee.i didnt go online yesterday ok!! *amazed* haha. cos my freaking mum told my bro not to let me use msn.....then he gb the whole day long.....he's addicted to it. whenever im using he would just come in n take over the com. freaking idiot. i hate him!! grrrrrr. i dun like to go home nowadays. i try to stay away as long as i can....haha. stupid pris is listening to the constipation song over n over again....wahhh!! shes singing along.....haiyooooo. we lost the match again first tp yesterday! dammit....heehee. u should have seen the boys....wahaha. the sch is nice....i may wanna go there. heehee. my batting totally sucked.....i have muscle ache....boo-hoo. but training was fun yah? heehee. wahahaha. there was this play abt hansel n gretel. opera sia....damn funny. haha. sch bell just rang. byeeeee.

2004-03-02T16:52:00.000+08:00

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50,000 tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Going Under

Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once, wake up for once
Not tormented daily, defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom

I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through, I'm
Going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through, I'm

So go on and scream
Scream at me, I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through, I'm
Going under
Going under
I'm going under

2004-02-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^

Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!!
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2004-02-27T15:03:00.000+08:00

grrrrrrrrr..........messenger not working......dammit.....got muscle ache.....damn that too. sho many good n bad things happened this week..... wahhh....i love this week!!yeahhh. i saw sarah so many times on tues!! i kept looking out for her..... i love tuesdays!! heehee......i saw her today too....but quite faraway.....haha. phua nvr come for 2 days alr.....muahahaha.....yayyy. [[1S1 rejoices]] grace!! getting crappier and crappier each day yah? haha.....u all ah.....make me laugh until i go crazyyyy.....heehee...oh yah!! during CS i found sarah's blog n her class!! im a smart freak......heehee....i noe her chinese name.i have to noe her surname! the english quiz on crezlearn was too chim for me.....i got 2 mistakes only!!.....*amazed* ramanan's one also.....i failed super badly....i didnt even understand some of the questions....i think he didnt even teach loh.....i think the whole class failed......heehee. stupid freaking teachers..... i was [[traumatised]] on thursday.....i found out something very shocking i think.....qixuan....cry for wad? haiz.....no use also.....its partly her fault.....if its all true lah! i shall not go into it lah.....chinese test was difficult....i couldnt concentrate....dammit. i kept thinking abt.....a******e . but im not les.....im[straight]. yupps. oh yahhh.....today's chinese compo was shit difficult.....i couldnt think of anything to write.....n priscilla kept making me laugh......idiot.....haha...my chinese SuX!! i didnt even write on 1 whole page.....heehee....science was quite fun lah.....laugh like siao.....sherilyn was doing some stupid lame dance with the container with the beans inside.....grace n priscilla were crapping as usual.....n i was playing with the chems....qixuan laugh for wad ah? hmmmmm..... stupid head prefect ask me dun play ah.......haha.....big ah? haha.....im getting deaf now.....ahhhhh!! louder please!! heehee.....i keep listening to [say it isnt so] by gareth gates.....its stuck to my poor little dead brain.....so far i passed everything except for maths! heehee...but for the others all i just pass only.....piang eh.....sure die one......haiz.....who cares? [[[nerds]]] heehee. oh yah....me n qixuan went to the coffee corner in the library to talk while my group was doing the project.....i pangseh them.....i leader somemore....heehee....we made hand signs with middle fingers n stuff......then we realised that there was a camera on top of us!! wahhh....we both were screaming.....then stopped immediately....in library eh....haha. so considerate..... :X heehee. i was caught sleeping in DnT class?? wahhh.....that was the worse can?? *tsktsk* those in my group were all laughing.....heehee. sorry lah! too boring alr....hehe....i think i failed my DnT common test.....haiz.....stupid thing.....i cant be bothered......went to church on wednesday for the ash wednesday mass.....soooo long.....haha....thats abt it morons.....heehee [[no offence]] heehee. :X

2004-02-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

omg...... my brother just smashed the glass cupboard with a wine bottle.....it all broke.....i heard a loud shattering and a scream.....i rushed there to find selvy jiejie (my bro's gf) bleeding n glass all over the floor....i stepped on 1 ok.... but its not tt pain....hehe.....haiz.....he was screaming at my maid because she messed up or lost something i think.....i was listening to music with earphones.....i heard loud screaming from my bro but i didnt care.....sho i didnt listen properly....until i heard the glass.....yah......my bro's temper is horribe sia....haiyoooo....i admire my jiejie for putting up with him loh. He was shouting at me somemore.....but i didnt take his thing!! i didnt even touch his things loh.....then my jiejie shouted at him. she was like: " enough ok! enough......r u crazy? u might have taken it n forgot......dun shout!" i was like shooooooo *ahem*. i really admire her loh.....wad a perfect gf......she got deep cuts also.....i could see her flesh.....n her 5 knuckles were bleeding non-stop ok......haiz...i pity her.....

yeahh....for the happy part! sarah's party.....i was abt to fall asleep when sarah told me that they were at home....heehee.....when i was at the lift i realised i forgot to bring down her present!! grrrrrrrrrr......i had to go up again n take it.....heehee....yupps.....i saw my gd frens....sho happy!! they were talking abt sch n frens stuff......then played games while waiting for the 2 seniors to come.....lame games.....heehee....then i started msging.....i was sho tired.....i rested on my frens....wanxin...chuyin n mer...hehee....thanks for ur thighs,stomach n shouders....hehe. sarah!! u huh...lie on all of us....bully me ah!! half of ur body was on me ok.....then when mer tickled u.....u elbowed my stomach ok! sho pain....hehe....then the seniors came.....[[celeste n jiazhi]] We ate.....jiazhi n brenda kept burping.....more than 10 times i think? eyer.....yummy...dinner was nice....heehee....we went to sarah's room to tell ghost stories.....omg.....it was sooooooooooooo damn scary......isabelle kept screaming....sarah made herself cry? haha......celeste kept playing the ringtones on her phone.....cos she was frustrated i think....she said i was guai! she was like:" see! rachel so guai." heehee...no lah....im not guai.....i just asked them to shut up. hehee.....i had so much fun at that time.....ppl were crappy n mad....hehe....then we played dare or double dare...... celeste had to kiss jiazhi's hand.....mer had to kiss her foot.....fer had to bite chuyin's hair.....brenda had to do push-ups....mine was the worst ok!! i had to put my hand through the back of sarah's bra n come out of the other end of the shirt!! *ahem* i did it....my hand! haiz....my mum anyway....heehee...she didnt mind....i love you!! heehee..... celeste n jiazhi!! dirty minded seniors.....grrrr...yeah....chuyin,mer,fer,isabelle,jiazhi n me had to go back alr.....sho scary ok.....we kept imagining things.....heehee...esp me....daddy[[mer]] sent me,chuyin n jiazhi home. THANKS!! it means alot to me.....esp when im too scared to go home by myself......hehe. jiazhi didnt want to walk in with me!! wahh....got such seniors......haiz....heehee...yah...she said have fun walking! yeah rite.....hehe....but i survived!! amazing huh? i didnt see any ghost.....so scary ok.....haha.....im a coward!! bye!! :)

2004-02-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

the 2nd day of p6 es4e camp.....an extract frm my old blog.....heehee

I woke up at 6.21 am *i think* n it was the latest among ppl in my grp loh.......wake up soooooo early for wad??? haiya!!
they all were changed alr loh!! haizzzzz. we went to gather at smwhere wif evreyone n had to listen to a stupid 'talk' by kenneth chew........ it sucked n was super duper lame man....... after that the intructors gave out breakfast --tuna sandwich *yummy!!*.then we had this activity. we had to construct some 'vehicle' wif 7 poles,raffia strings,tape n ''hoops''for the paper balls. i was doing the ''hoop' together wif jaslyn ,sarah yip , puiyee. ours was special.......when the ball gets into the hoop.......it slides out..........we so clever rite?? rite. heehee.we went to the the field to play. in the middle of the game that stupid kennth chew said that we cheated cos i was holding the ''hoop'' too backwards liao.......ask him go n die man..... cockeye........it was straight!!everybody said so.....then all the 5 balls that other ppl threw in got put in........asshole........but in the end we won!! pro man.....-yay- haha. 10 balls got shot in.*so little!* then after tt we went back n received our prizes......we got the most.......for winning the 2 activities. *6 ang rox!!* gummies n lollipops. cool........then wanxin told me wad smbody did........i think u all noe lah!! haha. then chew saw me n sarah doing it. then he called us up to perform it!! wanxin oso came along.......haha.*sarah dragged her along* then we did it! evrybody laughed .....including the instructors.....wahahahahahaha.lame.......we had an autograph session after tt.......so long man, all the queues!!esp ben's one...... but i managed to get some.haha. then the bus came n we went back to sch loh.......ben was in our bus!! haha.saw the look on some ppl's faces........heehee. that's all lah!!

2004-02-20T15:58:00.000+08:00

ah!! sorry.... nvr post for quite long liao......heehee......super busy with work......yahhh...now is friday!! this month has been passing sho fast.....it's sarah's bdae tmr!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! heehee.....yupps....i saw my senior on wed....she was playing netball....sho pro....sho chio....sho tanned n tall.....i almost found out her name!! but....haiz...nvm......im not les ok....serious...i like boys....hehe..... i passed all my tests!! yayyyyy. grace!! now i know that u are so damn crappy....omgawd.....i cant believe u....haha.....congrats for being able to find ur way to my blog!! so smart....anyway rgps girls r supposed to be smart.....hehe. im stuck to moulin rouge songs now.....wassup with me this week? i keep imagining stuff n worrying over nothing.....haiz.....im crazeeeeeeeee....i cant stop laughing....haha...i wanna eat!! i didnt have lunch today.....thx to gaymond hua! wahahahha.he was quite okay today lah....not as naggy as before.....hehe.....oh yahhhh.....my frens think mr joseph tan is hot......he is quite lah....hehehe... ;) shhhhhhhhh. haha..... i got chosen for the 400m sprint!! i dun wanna run......*cries* i rather do long jump.....haiz.....who cares? i can do anything anyway....haiz......i too lazy to continue alr.....sorry! heehee

2004-02-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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*ahem* i didnt cheat okie.....

2004-02-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

What attracts people to you?
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2004-02-15T11:56:00.000+08:00

my instructor was Baoling. she rawks!! i wonder how she could make the quiet quiet *as in dun volunteer tt kind one lah!!* ANGSANIANS to be the like loudest cheering squad or smting. cool man...... i shall tell u wad happened lah.....read on.......

1st day:
We had 2 find info on some stupid stuff while being tied together. all the 23 of us loh!! xiao........sarah n wanxin were nxt 2 me.then along the way me n zhi xian had a little quarrel lah.......coz i told her to hold hands wif chuyin so her hands would not be so painful, then she thought i was shouting at her.......mayb i was hot n tired or someting but i didnt mean to shout at her.......but nvm lah.......we made up soon after tt. haha. after all our hard work, we still could not finish the 'race' within the time limit. haizzzz!!! stupid....... after that we all had lunch. before eating we had to do this really stupid hokkien song ''dance''. lame man.......there were 2 fried chicken drumsticks,rice,egg n veggie.the rice n chicken n egg were quite nice lah, but the veggie sucked.hehe.finish liao we went to our own chalet to put our bag n change and get ready for swimming. when i went into the room i was like ''wahhhhhhhhhhhh! so damn tiny man.........'' onli got 4 beds, 1 dressing table n 1 normal table loh......the toilet was oso super small.........there was a dead moth somemore!! haha. brenda saw it lah.......then we all quickly changed n left forthe pool. mer n her group were nxt door by the way......yay....at the pool the first activity was to build a raft tt could transport all the ppl in the grp frm 1 end of the pool 2 the other wif floats,raffia strings n 6 poles within like 20 mins???!!!! xiao, but we cld make it......... we won!!! hahahaha.cool. but we were the last at the start loh.......we played captains ball n then had free time. most of us were splashing water at instructors.haha.we then went into the chalet to bathe.i was the last loh!! *juz my luck lah....* after i bathed, we went to do our friendship dance n chicky dance in preparation of the campfire thingy........before tt we played the ''squeeze hand'' game. lame man........ then i dunno wad happened........some stupid lame group started ''bombing'' us then we bomb back the wadeva lah!*even the teachers were included* hehe....bomb alr then we had dinner!! yuxxxxxx!! the food totally sucked man........there was yam rice n a big drumstick n tasteless veggie!! eeeeeeeeeee.i had so much leftover tt i threw away man........hehe! the most interesting part of the night....... campfire!! have 2 walk such i long distance to the site man.......but it was fun lah! =) we were the 1st to perform.i 4got quite alot liaoz.hehe.i think got ppl preform the caltex ad n sing songs.......yah......then that stupid lame chew sang 2 us n talk abt our primary school thingy......then ppl started crying loh.......haizzzzz.........then we talk to mrs tan *i cant believe i did that man!*. abt 5 mins later we walked back n had our supper......but i didnt eat....hehe.... n we sang the frog song.......ben n jeff were not sexy at all loh.......eeeeeeeeeeeeee. then when we went back 2 the chalet brenda,me n sarah went to buy soft drinks frm the vending machine nearby for that nite's 'party'. heehee. im not gonna tell u anything [[[top secret]]].i'll just tell u we played truth or dare n was veryy naughty.....slept at later than 2am......muahahahaha!!

2004-02-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

heyy! yesterday was valentines day yah? had fun? i had fun.....hehe....yupps....but im not going into detail....i slept at 5?? i woke up at 8.30.....sho early loh? wassup with me nowadays.....boo-hoo....i skipped sunday class today.....im too lazy n im sick of annlui......heehee.....i visited my old blog.....n read my old entries. so lame!! except for the camp one..... memories came back to me......yahhh...im posting it later....aft this....yupps....angsana rawks the world!!! im sorry sarah.....is this enough? hehe

2004-02-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl!!! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! heehee.....its black friday u noe.....who cares? haha. thxxxx for tagging on my boardieeee.....yupps...today is a gd day lah...nothing screwed.....yayyy. haha. i have soooooo many things not done!! grace n qixuan n priscilla!!! stop making me laugh until a get asthma okay....hehe. my whole body is aching.....cos of soft ball!! i was batting for 2hrs okay.....qixuan!! all ur fault....so lazy one....hehee. but batting is fun!! it roxxxxxxx man.......hehe.....yupps ...i lazy alr.....my arm pain liao.... byeeeeeeeee!!!!! i love angsanians lots!!!

2004-02-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

Young girl don't cry i'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream of a place
Where nothing's harder than it seems no one bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

CHORUS:
When there's no one else, look inside yourself like your oldest
Friend just trust the voice within then you'll find the strength that will
Guide your way you'll learn to begin to trust the voice within, yeah,ooh

Young girl don't hide you'll never change if you just run away,oooh
Young girl just hold on tight and soon you're gonna see your brighter
Day, oooooh oooooh
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed it's so hard to
Stand your ground when you're so afraid no one reaches out
A hand for you to hold when you're lost outside look inside to your soul

(repeat chorus)

Life is like a journey it can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning you'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong) you'll break it (hold on) you'll make it just don't forsake
it because (no one can tell you what you can't do) no one can stop you
You know that i'm talking to you

(repeat chorus)

Young girl don't cry i'll be right here when you're world starts to fall

yeahhh.....this is the lyrics of ---the voice within by christina aguilera.......the song is playing on my blog now....i feel like this song is meant for me.....i love it.....trust urself n the voice within.....

2004-02-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

*ahem* i've like just proclaimed my love to my muddie!! heehee. frens that kind lahhhh.....im not les..... i love angsanians!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha......this was wad i did.....but it was u instead of angsanians.....haha....wadeva lah.....yeaahhh! mummy n daddy r the best!!!!!! i love them......(sarah n melissa) huggies to them! yah......today was ok......nothing was screwed up i think.....hehe......sunday class was crap.....ann lui kept picking on me.......she pick her nose better rite?? grrrrrrrrrr.........im hm now.....chatting with me senior n muddie!! sho interesting huh? haha......i decided that my hair is not tt bad aft all.....hehe.....*winks* i dunno y but i feel like i've done something very bad n that i haven finish doing alot of stuff......hmmmm.......haiz......who cares lah......haha. now i have a song stuck in my head.....<> by christina aguilera. the lyrics r ''upstairs'' haha. i got the song!! yeaaaa. hey! everybody who feels sad n screwed......cheer up ya? our day will come......patience.....heehee......appreciate wad u have......

2004-02-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhh!! my hair tottally sux man......i just cut it at 11.....wad a way to start my day.....haizz....i woke up at abt 10.30 lah....heehee.....i went to tbp to cut my hair.....its not very short lah.....but its still short!!so i quarelled with my mum.....she wanted it to be shorter can?? siao!! grrrrrrrrrrr. i look worse than a retard. geez.....my mum bought me new shoes *yay!* n tons of assesment books *bleagh!* haha.....then we went hm....u noe smting?? i forgot what i did for the rest of the day.....heehee....i got short-term memory.....haha.....then i went to church with fer at abt 6 then had dinner at bt merah then i had to go to my father's shop......haizz....*i remembered it all!* hehe.....im mad lah....im full of crap n uglyness....haiz....who cares anyway? i dont......

2004-02-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i hate my parents!!! actually ah......my entire family sux loh....so unreasonable can?? all of them are.....i just feel like killing myself n end all this pain......haizz.....just got scolding frm my mum.....when she is in the wrong......fuck her lah......everybody keeps pissing me off......except for some ppl lah.....u shld noe who u r.....i nvr roll my eyes at u when i talk to u.....yahhh.....today is a super bad day.....i failed all my tests can?? im sho dumb.....heehee.....im still angry!! i noe a song that describes exactly what im feeling now......[[numb]] by linkin park:

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be

yeahhh. this song rox! haizzz.......im appearing offline now.....need sometime to myself......i dunno y i cant cool down.....this is not me lohhh.....im still angry.....i guess i bottled everything up in myself n i just exploded.....i screamed at my mum just now.....she beat me with a file.....but i could'nt feel any pain.....im not human anymore.....[[ihatemyselflots]] im sorry if i've hurt u or something......im crazy.....haizz.... i need to kill myself now.....bye...tc ppl!!

2004-02-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat chorus 3x

yeah......this song made me cry......i miss angsanians alot!! haizz.....i hate my family!! grrrrrr.....i get angry everyday.....my brother, parents,maid,grandmother,aunties n uncles.......grrrrrr.....they make me wanna puke man! esp my brother......i did my essay!! kept pestering me.....shout at me smmore....[[fuckoff]] haizz.....haha.....but yupps.....i had my good times as well......shant tell u......hehe

2004-02-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

grrrrr.......today totally sucked!! [[screwed]] again......haizzz......life sux mann.....i wanted to attend 8.30 mass.....but i overslept.....until 9.15am can?? haiz.....sho stupid.....then went for sunday class at 10....then the teachers were late....yahhh.....good lah.....haha.....see the stupid teacher.....ann lui only....francis not tt bad.....hehe....then she scolded me for looking down at the paper (reading). wth loh!! she said that when she was talking we shld look into her eyes n listen.....not look down cos her face is not there.....eeeyer....then i didnt there look at the floor anymore.....cos i was imagining her face on the floor......yux man....i'll keep walking to step on her face......hehe.....sho irritating loh......i feel like slapping her.....grrrrr.....she keeps talking nonsense *crap*. who cares anyway......the one whole hr in there sucked....total waste of time lahhhh....haizz.....
then i went hm n went online.....n did my hmw....the printer didnt like me i think......it was all ermmmm....distorted n stuff....hahaha...yah. i took out the catridge n took out stuff n cleaned it.....now my fingers are black.....haiz.....sho dumb of me.....then i tried again.....*tada!* it worked!! muahaha.....its done nw.....all thx to mua....haha.....chatted smmore....then i fell asleep on the sofa halfway....hehe....then woke up at 6....i found out i had to go to my aunt's hse.....at 6.30?? haha....i quickly changed n say byeeeeeeeeeee to my frens i was chatting with....yahhh....im polite k.....hehe....
my time at my aunt's hse was horrible n crazeeeee.....my cousins,nephews n nieces were screaming in my ear to play the sparklers with them aft my heavy yummy steamboat dinner.....heehee....but i still refused lah....sho lame one.....*im finally matured!* muahaha......i talked with my other older cousins n aunties n uncles.....there were talking abt sch....then they ask me to tell them abt crescent n all.....haiz.....it sux!! aft tt i got bored.....then went upstairs to use the com.....few minutes later my cousins came up n kachiao me sia.....scream in my ear smmore.....then i had to stop n let them play loh....haiz....im sho gd.....im [[deaf]] nw....haha...then i had to go hm.....n here i am!! ahaha...yupps...its late nw.....gd nitez!! cya....

2004-01-31T21:29:00.000+08:00

booo!! felicia was here.. kk.. felicia soh hor.. haha.. kk.. cya!!

2004-01-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and
self-absorbed, one thing is certain - life with
you will never be boring!

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla

2004-01-30T19:06:00.000+08:00

heyyya......heehee......i finally posted something rite?? haha......yahhh......i'll be using the com alot nowadays.....so when im free or smting i'll drop by n post.....yahh.....heehee......today was screwed again.....like every single day at crescent anyway.......really wish i was at stc with other angsanians......haizz......but its too late.....life sux nw......i made allllll the wrong choices......maybe not allll......but yahhhh......stupid teachers pushing the stuff that is not supposed to be done by me to me.....fuckers......grrrrrr.......got one gay smmore......i didnt even eat lunch today!! stupid gay teacher's fault.......grrrrrr......so angry loh.....lets not talk abt it lahhh.....makes me angry only.......haizzz....[[screwed]] lucky i still have my friends with me......if not for them......there wouldnt be rachel pan anymore......yeaaa.......heehee. got sho much hmw......post nxt time!! cya....